Sabrina wore the wig back to Harry’s. When she left the hotel after Drew, she did not wear it because there were people who would know she was Nichy if they saw her. But in his apartment, she realized that Harry would not have any idea who Nichy was.
When she walked into the livingroom, she played with the wig, as Harry studied her.
“What is with the wig?” he asked, watching her spit strands of the hair out of her mouth.
“I don’t know,” she said shyly and coyly at once. “I just felt like playing around.”
Harry stood up, pulled a handful of her hair into his fist, and kissed her.
This was what Sabrina wanted, this cocktail of passion and roughness.
Drew had been rough with her, but it had felt very different. It had felt like he had an agenda, it had felt like he wanted to hurt her. And for dizzying moments with all of the endorphins running through her, she wanted him to hurt her. He fucked her like she was a toy for his penis. Like she was a mold of the woman that wanted to imagine he was with, while realizing or not that he was with that woman. If she put her finger where he had been, she would still feel the hurt that he almost caused her while he pleasured her.
Harry pulled her closer, still with her hair in his fist and kissed her almost painfully. She wanted him to be rough. She wanted to be rough with him, her nails grazing his scalp. He grunted in response to her nails on his skin, and smacked her bottom as he pushed her onto the couch.
It was different with Harry than it had been with Drew. Harry was rough, but he was still considerate. He held her, and held her hand afterward. She looked in his eyes, and their color scalded her.
No matter how she wanted to pretend that he was not important, no matter how many people she was with, it was still Harry that scalded her memory.
Even as she resurrected Nichy, and he had no idea…
Her fingers on herself, she wondered what else Drew had that was meant to resemble her. Did he remember her cunt from memory, and have a toy made and maybe he caressed the wig she was wearing now while he fucked himself with it?
Had she scalded his memory?
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