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Masturbation Monday No. 42
Her computer went off with a whoosh, Nichy was submerged in a pool of black. She remained calm, but she heard the panic about her and it unnerved her. The entire office was dark, the entire floor and the phones were not working. Outside was dark, It felt like something from The Twilight Zone. It always amazed Nichy how someone always managed to have a battery run radio for times like these, when no one really used them anymore.
The blackout was exclusive to New York City, and the cause had not been determined yet. The electric company was frantically working to restore it, but it was unclear when that would be. The city was at a standstill, the reporter stated with a bit of glee like if it was not real life but a movie.
It was past the end of the day, so her colleagues who lived in the city made the dark trek home in numbers. The rest of them who lived in the outside boroughs, were resigned to staying in the office. There was no alternative. The well-stocked company refrigerator was raided, because people felt the food would spoil anyway.
Nichy looked at her phone which had a very low signal. She was not hungry, as she wandered into her boss’s office. Outside was black, there were no streetlights through the large windows that she walked over to. Her face pressed to the glass, Nichy gasped.
“Are you scared?”
She recognized Gavin’s voice.
“Starting to get scared that I am not supposed to go on a date with you! Now natural disaster is preventing us!”
Gavin pulled her close, and kissed her. The sound of semi-panic in the hallway was drowned, as she chewed on his lip when he pulled away.
“I thought you were scared of me…”
He pressed her into the dark corner of her boss’s office. Her boss was out for the day which was why she had slipped in there. Gavin pressed her against the wall, and kissed her again. It was pitch black when she closed her eyes as she kissed him, as if she was blindfolded and all she could do was absorb him.
The blackout reminded her of 9/11, a random blackout awhile after that and Hurricane Sandy. She was not scared, but she remembered the anxiety and emptiness of those times. Being with Gavin made her feel alive in a way she had not then.
She could not keep her legs together because of the quivering of her labia when she looked at him, and when he kissed her…
Gavin closed the door behind her, and gasped for air from kissing when he pressed her to it.
“Are you still scared of me?” Nichy opened her eyes at his words, it was dark except for the brightness of his. She closed her eyes when they kissed again, and his hand moved from her jaw, slowly down her side until he reached the edge of her dress. Her hips were thrust toward him as a silent invitation, and her leg curled on the outside of his. His hand firmly gripped the very top of her thigh, before his finger slipped inside the damp crotch of her thong. It was only a bit of lace and cotton, but it was thoroughly damp. His finger sought every bit of her labia, as if it were a maze that her had to cover every part of. She undulated with every contour of his touch, her eyes flew open when he caressed her clitoris. Absently at first, and then with purpose. She bit her lip in an ugly way as his finger lingered in a particularly sensitive part of her, she sucked the light blood from her wound as she came. “Are you? Still scared that is?”
Nichy panted, as she shook her head.
“Are you hungry?” he changed his line of questioning.
Nichy laughed.
“For what?”
“I am hungry to be properly alone with you, but I meant for food. You know there will be nothing left if we don’t go soon…”
Nichy turned to grasp the doorknob.
“I am going to spend the night with you here princess, and I promise you…one day very properly…”
ahe kissed her neck.
She turned around to face him, he was haloed by the black city and stood as her bright light.
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Book Review: Cathedral of Furs by Lana Fox
***From deepest taboos to ardent longing that ignites the page and makes the heart thump harder, no one writes passion like Anaïs Nin. That’s why erotic author and publisher Lana Fox created Cathedral of Furs—five ardent linked stories inspired by Anaïs Nin’s diaries and creations.
Much like Nin herself, the protagonist Arielle refuses to let her heart be bound by rules that make no sense for her. Thus she embarks on a journey of honeyed liaisons, exotic revelations, and courageous encounters that society would have her shun in spite of their heart-driven passion.
It is not surprising that Lana Fox’s own blurb for Cathedral of Furs her new release, would be sufficient enough to describe the honeyed beauty of her work. It is no secret that I am a HUGE fan of Lana’s ever since I read “The Silver Belt,” which was featured in Rachel Kramer Bussel’s anthology, Passion. I interviewed her on this blog, and she described how Anaïs Nin saved her. “The Silver Belt” was filled with Ninesque style, but Cathedral of Furs is a top-notch thank you letter to Nin.
Lana is an amazing writer, her own style is lush and makes me close my eyes as I pause and savor her prose. Her love of words is obvious, and she manipulates them to convey warmth, longing or fulfilling desire in the unforgettable way only she can. Writing in Nin’s style is not that different from her own, but there is an exploration of themes and emotions that she reincarnates from the pages of Nin’s journal that floored me. So much beauty, I could hardly bear it.
Although the stories describe different relationships in Nin’s life, they flow in a breathtaking way that unites them. I took in passages that made me stop and wonder, was I reading Nin or Lana? And yet, Lana manages to make it her very own, with a intuitive contemporary angle. Lana is like a legit medium, filling us with the deepest secrets of desire.
“When asked for my favorite erotic books,” says the author Lana Fox, “my answer is always Anaïs Nin’s unexpurgated diaries—the most erotically charged, emotionally intense writing I’ve ever read.”
Through Cathedral of Furs, Fox hopes to either share her own passion with those who already adore Nin, or encourage those new to Nin to read and be moved by her breathtaking work.***
I can say Cathedral of Furs is now a favorite erotic novel of mine, because the degree and daring of emotion catapulted me to where I need to be as a reader–completely immersed in the world of the novel I am engaging. I think Cathedral of Furs should be mandatory reading for those who study Nin. Lana Fox is without a doubt her literary descendant.
Enter the Cathedral of Furs!
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Wicked Wednesday #159 — Give a Dog a Bone
Eliza realized that if her eyes had been open, it would have been obvious to her that something was going on with Rafe. She had noticed that he was spending more time with his phone, but she suspected it was Severine, which they did not speak about. Because she was known about, she was not a secret. But Sandrine…She had always seen Sandrine as his gorgeous ex, and when she finally started not to…this.
When she walked into their apartment, she had not expected it would be so quick to bring the affair up, but give a dog a bone! Right there on his abandoned phone, was an incoming text from Sandrine. Eliza looked at her watch. It was three o’clock in the morning in Paris.
Rafe had a drink in his hand, and sauntered over to her. She could tell he had been drinking too much which was not usually his style. He kissed her, and handed her his drink to sip.
Which she threw in his face.
“You motherfucker!” she screamed, while he wiped his face.
He grabbed her shoulders roughly.
“That stung, what the–”
Moving out of his hold, she picked up his phone.
“The least you could do is not leave your phone out for me to see Sandrine is calling from Paris! But it is late, maybe it is an emergency!”
Eliza thrust the phone at him as if she wanted him to take it, then threw it across the room.
Rafe’s body slackened, and he leaned against the wall.
“Liza,” he called her like he did when he knew he really messed up. “I know I should have told you…”
“You should have told me that you never stopped with Sandrine? How long has this been going on? How long have you both been lying to me? Is that the way to your faithfulness? To be one of of your French girls? Mais oui?”
“Eliza, stop it! You are acting hysterical! Stop it! You know there was nothing after we got together, this is recent.”
He straightened up, and walked over to her.
“Don’t touch me!”
Eliza moved back, and kept moving back.
He followed her as she moved back, until she was in a corner where she crumpled. It all just got to her, and she slumped down the wall until she was crouched in the corner. She heaved violently, but tears would not even come.
She was so done, there was nothing left inside of her. The edge of her engagement ring was like a tiny knife as she caressed it.
Rafe got down on his knees beside her, though she jerked when he tried to embrace her. It was complete exhaustion why she let him hold her, and she heaved all the more.
They were completely silent, Rafe held her until her breathing became regular again which was a long time.
“Let’s go to bed. We can talk about this later. I’ll get you ready you don’t have to do anything, I’ll bathe you. I’ll get you some wine…”
His voice was disembodied in her head, as she caressed that tiny knife that was her engagement ring to her now.
“Let’s end this, that is what I will say in the morning too.”
The gentle force with which she took off her engagement ring, felt like a wish being granted. She put the ring on the floor beside her and got up.
Rafe looked completely sober now, his face stern.
“End us?”
“I am done Rafe, done! I am done with you!”
She went to walk past him, and he grabbed her.
“I’m not done with you, I messed up I know I always do but I have never been done with you. You don’t love me anymore?”
Eliza heard that question like glass shattering.
She realized that this ring that she left on the floor had caused her so much duress, that was how she met Oscar from the demands of that damn ring. Of being engaged to Rafe.
“I will tell your parents and Fiona, if you want me to. I will do whatever you need me to do, to make this easier.”
“You don’t love me anymore?”
“I will pack some stuff now, and then I will have movers come get the rest.”
“You don’t love me anymore?”
Eliza walked into their bedroom, and starting moving her things out of it. They were her things, but they smelled like him because she lived with him. She was not sure she would ever forget how he smelled, she was not sure she would.
“You don’t love me anymore?” he asked her that haunting question again, standing by the door watching her pack.
“I won’t be much longer,” she said.
She continued with her immediate stuff, and then picked up her suitcase.
“I’m done.”
“I’m not done with you…”
He blocked her from walking out of the bedroom.
“If you want to beat me up and make me stay here I cannot stop you,” Eliza said, looking up at him somberly. His hands or words could not batter her anymore than she already was battered.
“You are acting like you do not know me, like you do not know I love you…”
“I know you love me Rafe, and I love you but it does mean much anymore. It doesn’t mean much of anything anymore.”
She knew her words about him hitting her, would freeze him. He had never hit her, or done anything to harm her physically. But she was so wounded from everything, she needed to retreat. She needed to stop relying on love as a crutch because it wasn’t…
She needed to stand by herself now…
Sooner than she had expected, she was sitting sunken in the back of a taxi, and running an itinerary of places she run to.
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Kink of the Week — June 1-16: Anonymous Sex
I wrote something new for this KOTW post, but as I was finishing it up…completely out of the blue…a good friend reminded me that I wrote this piece. It was part of a blog swap with Kenny C. based on the photo accompanying it, so you might have read it on his blog. If not, here it is appearing for the first time on my own blog! You can read the post Kenny swapped me for here as well.
She had outdone herself. Her taste in men was always particularly bad: an assortment of overzealous creative types, addictive personalities, semi-abusive–she had been lucky to get out of that. And now, now, she smiled as the rain beat against the windows of the car and on its roof like a melody she must observe. Now she was heading to a motel to meet a man whose online darkness was sparkling. He told her he’d do things to her she would be ashamed she asked for. It was all part of the game. He said he could kill her. The rain blurred the image of the motel’s fluorescent lights, but she saw them nonetheless and was prepared to get out of the car. She had no desire to put her umbrella up, so she walked into the pouring rain. The sight of the car that he described let her know he was there, and her response to it was Pavlovian.
In the lobby of the motel, she saw a bride in a very smart suit and a suggestion of a veil about her head, holding hands tightly with her new husband. She rained rose petals everywhere she went, blood red rose petals.
Felice went to the counter, and asked for the keys, the number of the room she had to fumble through her messages from him to get. She did not know his name, so everything related to him was in a folder she marked with a capital ‘H.’
She took the keys and headed up the stairs, where she pressed her damp body to the wall and tried to breathe properly. Her heart raced quickly, as she clutched the keys in her tight fist so their jangling would stop jangling her mind.
There were rose petals leading to room number eight, because the bride had already walked by it. Not because there was anything romantic that was going to happen there. H. had told her that. As well as to arrive without makeup or perfume because he did not want any artifice about her. What she wore was her choice. A little black dress was her first thought. It was would be easy to remove, with her thickly seamed in the back thigh highs. She felt okay even without panties which he did not request, but she felt was right to do.
She opened the door, he jumped her which is what he told her he would do. His kiss was warm like he had extracted summer from the day before this rain. She loved the press of him so close to her.
Then he pushed her away.
“You are wet,” he said.
Felice burned up to her temples, ashamed that he knew just how wet she was and beads of perspiration formed there. Then she realized that she was wet from the rain, and he probably meant that.
“I did not put my umbrella up.”
She looked down on the floor and saw she had dragged in rose petals with her. He plucked one from her shoulder, she had no idea how one had gotten that far up.
The heat from his body could have set her on fire. He put his hand on her thigh and lifted her dress. She saw her legs bare in the mirror straight across the room.
“Nothing?” he questioned as he skimmed her bare bottom with his fingers.
“No, I thought you would like that best.”
He smiled which filled her with relief.
“You are very smart, aren’t you?”
Felice frowned when he said that. Being smart had been the bane of her existence. She had never been able to have her baser desires fulfilled because no one thought she would want them.
“I tried to be intuitive,” she said and he smacked her bottom which made her labia quiver.
Then he touched her there.
“Very wet.”
This time she knew that he was talking about between her legs, and she avoided his eyes.
He raised her chin to look up at him.
“I do not want you to look down, I want you to look at me and observe everything that we do to each other unflinchingly…”
His eyes lingered on hers, then he moved away. Felice felt a shiver when he did. Like he was the only source of heat in the room.
“Well take off your dress, didn’t your mother tell you to take off your wet clothes when you came in from the rain?”
She pulled off her dress, which did not have buttons or zippers to delay its removal. She hated that there was a mirror and she could see herself first naked except for her bra, and then completely naked.
“Sit down, you have time don’t you?”
Felice sat, between her legs was sticky wet. H. was dark online, and even more decadently so in person. Her excitement was at its peak, her nipples indicated it, she could see them in the mirror in the dim room.
Without thinking she walked over to the window, a soft release under her high heels was a rose petal she was sure. She looked at the red lights from the sign which made H. look like Lucifer as the light hit him. She saw in a flash Lucifer’s fingers.
“I can do every dark little thing you want now,” he said his hands about her neck, which pleased her.
She had told him all of her fantasies. He knew the things that she liked, there was no secret from him. Slumping into him, he stroked her spine, soft first then roughly. Every part of her body came to a dark life.
“Do you want to play?”
His fingers squeezed tighter about her neck, and she suddenly felt weak as everything went black.
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E[LUST] NO. 71
Photo courtesy of The Shingle Beach
Welcome to Elust #71 –
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Backyard Glory
Bra Wars
Versions of Ourselves
~ Featured Post (Molly’s Picks) ~
Disabled characters: who do I write them for?
How Can You Think About Sex Right Now?
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Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships
How We Started Swinging: Part 2
Notes to my younger self
I am what I am
O-O-O-OMG
Sometimes Submission Requires Standing Up
Tribe
I know how to fix a texting mistake.
Change Is A Four Letter Word
Zero to Sex Pot in 150 minutes
condoms
Erotic Non-Fiction
23 Minutes Of Play
Services Rendered
Depravity’s Communication
Sinful Sunday: The Reveal
Erotic Fiction
No Panties
A Woman’s Experience of Lust
Wicked Wednesday: Three
An Uncommon Case
Misused Petals
(portrait of) desire
Her Turn
A Day At The Beach
Thoughts & Advice on Kink & Fetish
Am I Jaded?
Fury Road’s Furiosa and femdom
Sub power, Domly Vulnerability
In Person I Found You Very Innocent…..
Still A Cherry Tree
Poetry
Catching Up: A Happy Horny Haiku
What You See
Sex News, Opinion, Interviews, Politics & Humor
Hey, Feminism? Your ugly is showing.
The Bigger Picture
Naive College Virgin Reads Penthouse Letters
Squirting is Not a Science
Missing “Story of O” scene discovered!
Masturbation Monday No. 41
Nichy could barely get out of the booth when it was time for Gavin to go back to the office. He kissed her when she stood up and pulled her into him, so that she could feel every hard line of his body. She pressed her lips to his cheek, as he handed the check to the waiter.
He had already lingered over time for their meal, but now he had to go back to the office. Neither one of them was able to let go of the other, their arms about each other as they walked out of the bar. The night air was not cool, but because they had been so hot and heavy inside the bar, even the sultry breeze hit them like a bucket of ice.
“Come back to the office with me…” he said.
She knew that he was just as heated as she was, and that was what was talking.
“I am going to go home, because if I come back to the office with you…you will not get any work done…”
He pressed her against their office building–she had to pass it to get to the train–and ran his hands through her hair as he kissed her. She closed her eyes even tighter, because the soft massage consumed her.
Gavin kissed her forehead.
“I know, I know…” he said, looking down at her.
He kissed her pulsing temple again, and hugged her.
“Text me when you get home princess,” he said.
Walking the couple of blocks left to the train, Nichy felt so much sweet congestion between her legs, that she felt she could sit on the curb and pull up her dress. Once her dress was up over her thighs, she would caress the softness of her belly and then let her fingers caress her damp labia. She feared that her shifting as she rushed down the street, made people think that she had just been fucked.
Her legs were spread on the curb in her mind, and she rubbed frantically. Resting on a tire, she bent one knee and rubbed until she came so roughly she almost lost consciousness on the sidewalk. She fantasized herself looking like Marilyn Monroe in that iconic shot where she was sitting in the street in fishnets. In reality, she knew she would look more like the hot mess that she was, later that evening when she got home. In bed, she played with herself until the bedsheets kept getting stuck between her legs, because it was super wet there. Nichy was covered head to toe in her sheets, her entire body damp with the consummation of her pleasure when she heard her buzzer.
The only person she could think would come over this late was Renee. She grabbed her brush, to get her hair into a semblance of something.
“Hello,” she spoke into her speaker.
“Princess?”
Nichy felt a aftershock of orgasm hit her, when she heard Gavin’s voice.
“Hey…”
She waited for him by the door. When she let him in, he pulled her close like he had in the bar.
“I am all sweaty, I did not put the AC on,” she said, lying to explain why she was so damp.
He licked behind her ear.
“You taste sweet,” he said. “I just needed one more good night kiss, princess…”
He kissed her again. Her body so damp she felt pasted to him. His being dressed in his full suit except for his jacket which he placed on the table by the door, and his hand roaming over the soft parts of her that he could not access in the bar made her swoon.
“Tomorrow night, come hell or high water Nichy…tomorrow is going to be our first date…”
They kissed again, her damp body responded to his touches and just his nearness in general as she was molded to his body.
She felt she did not belong anywhere else.
“Tomorrow,” she said within a kiss, panting from the sultry air not from outside…but that they created inside.
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Marilyn via duck duck go images
Wicked Wednesday #158 — Make Me!
Dear God, make me disappear, MAKE ME, Eliza thought as she saw that Oscar saw her after he walked into the bar. She was not sure how to respond, but when he smiled so did she. She looked at Marcus who was staring at her.
“Do you want to leave?” he whispered in her ear.
She knew that Marcus would not necessarily know why she wanted to leave, but she was so thankful that he took her hand when he asked. She smiled, and nodded.
When she met Oscar that first time, he bragged about not being married. Now he was all loved up with Polly, and the pain that she had been feeling about him before was fading. Marcus opened the car door for her, and she sat beside him.
“Where do you want to go?”
“Anywhere that is not here,” she stated listlessly.
She heard him tell the driver to drive them around. Eliza was silent as the car moved, she looked out at the scenic route that the driver chose.
“Who was the guy in the bar?”
“Former lover,” she turned to look at him. “I came here tonight to be with you, and it has been about Sandrine, about Rafe, about Oscar…”
“You are with me,” he said, squeezing her hand. “I’m here.”
“I know.”
She put her head on his shoulder, wondering if everything that had happened so far were signs that she should not proceed any further with Marcus. All of her previous relationships she had had she had just jumped into, and she was no happier for any of them. Even being engaged to Rafe was painful today.
Marcus caressed the length of her arm, and pulled her closer to him. When his fingers trickled over her breast, she looked up at him and he kissed her. Eliza caressed his chest, and went to kiss him. He caressed her lips with his fingers.
“I am not going anywhere, I told you I want you to burn with desire for me. You are not burning tonight.”
She snuggled more into his chest.
“Let’s go to your place. I can’t see Rafe tonight.”
Eliza had been at Marcus and Sandrine’s place so much, that she knew her way around it like it was her own place. She was in the bathroom about to take a bath, when her phone rang. Assuming it was Rafe, she almost did not answer it until she saw the caller ID reflected in the bathroom mirror.
“Hello?” she said, stepping into the fragrant rosewater.
“You could have come over to the table Eliza, you know that I told Polly.”
“I know. You don’t know Marcus, and I was not in the mood to be a hostess tonight.”
“What’s wrong?”
“Why do you care so much Oscar? I know that we smoothed everything out when you texted me that you told Polly, but what more do you want from me?”
“I care about you Eliza.”
“I care about you, and I am trying to care about you and support your new relationship.”
“Thank you.”
“I am getting ready to go to bed. I am not home, I’ll talk to you or text you…”
She hung up the phone, and got comfortable in the rosewater bath.
It was not until much later when she was was carried away from the tub–she must have fallen asleep–by Marcus. Her fingertips and toes felt like prunes when she rubbed them. He dried her, and dressed her for bed. When he got in beside her, her body was aroused from the bath. But she knew that he was going to make her wait. It almost seemed like the right thing for him to make her wait. But she wanted him, she wanted to scream at him,
“Make me, make me yours.”
But all she did was fall asleep in the spoon of him, and wish that God would promise her a better tomorrow.
And clarity.
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rose bath via christinechitnis.com
Pick a prompt, any prompt…
I was not planning to enter this contest, but my friend Oleander casually mentioned she would like it if I did. Well right after she said that to me, I was on the train and took this picture based on a comment that sub-Bee made on this post. I cautiously took this photo, because it reminded me of the image that she described:
There is something truly hot about being on my knees in front of a man in a suit.
I chose prompt number eight (spontaneous office sex) for the contest:
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Veronica wanted him so bad, sometimes she couldn’t breathe.
It wasn’t because he was one of the top executives in her company, she had ached for him before that. When he was an architect just out of grad school she had, and now he was a partner at the firm. She started as a receptionist, and now she was an executive assistant.
His.
Their careers were in very different directions, but they had known each other the entire time. He did not have that air about him that so many of the others at the firm did. He was always accessible and warm to her. Whether he was going to a meeting and wore jeans á la business casual–the way only he knew how–or he was in a three-piece suit, his affect on her was almost fatal.
He had a particular passion for watches, his one excess, his one vanity and she admired it. He had catalogs from all of the auction houses on a shelf in his library. She got them all, either walking to the one that was near them or having them messengered over.
Veronica bid for him over the phone. He never had a limit, he just expected her to win it and she always did. Including one for his former fiancée. It had been hard for her to look at the delicate diamond piece that he had selected for her. Veronica knew he did not ask for it back when they ended their engagement, and that made her crush on him even harder.
If that was possible.
Her fingers moved languorously over the red tab that marked the pocket watch that he had his eye on. She let her finger linger over it, imagining it on his lightly haired wrist. Veronica especially wanted to win this watch for him. He was moody since he had broken up with his fiancée, and it was would cheer him up.
Veronica waited on the phone, while she was looking at his schedule. Being his right-hand also meant that she was responsible for all of the administrative staff, so when a literal fight broke out between two of her admins…she had to run to break it up.
When she came back to her desk, she had underestimated the time it would take for his lot to come up. Damn it! She had missed the lot! His lot!
It was with a heavy tail between her legs, that she knocked on his door. He sat inside facing it.
“Can you close the door, Veronica?”
She nodded, her tight chignon even tighter as she did.
“You were not at your desk, and you missed the lot.”
“How did–”
She wanted to snatch back her words, how dare she question him? Nervously, she tugged at the edge of her silk blouse first, then her pearls.
“How did I know? I just happened to get off of my conference call early, and was going to tell you I could do it for a change. When I buzzed you, you were not at your desk…”
She twisted the pearls, and bit her lip.
“You’ve never disappointed me before V, this is uncharted territory for us. You are always perfect. How are you going to make me feel better…about this?”
The length of his gorgeous tall frame was slouched in his chair.
“So much is going wrong around me V, and now even you…”
“I always want to please you–”
He raised an eyebrow at her. His desolate expression shifted, as he studied her face.
“I usually please you don’t I?” she asked.
He sat up straight, and suddenly in her silk dress that was only sheer on the top and the edge of the skirt, Veronica felt transparent.
“You always please me V, you always have…”
Veronica was unable to breathe, as he stood up and walked toward her. His finger caressed a tiny polka dot in the sheer area of her dress.
“There is only one thing I want more than that watch, and it cannot be bid on. You do not have a price tag do you Veronica?”
“What do you mean?!” She huffed, her breasts rose between them.
“I phrased that clumsily, I meant you are not for sale. But I want you…I’ve always wanted you.”
Veronica saw that iconic scene from Butterfly 8, when Elizabeth Taylor writes “No Sale,” on a mirror with lipstick.
“But what about your fiancée?”
“I wanted you first…”
“But you never…”
“We work together so I never, but now only you can make me feel better…”
He kissed her, and she pulled away from him panting. He caressed her scalp and loosened her chignon, before he steered her back gently against the door. Veronica held his hand, her finger slipping inside the band of the gorgeous watch he wore today. He took her hand and put the watch on her, slipping it up along her arm until it fit.
“That’s all I want you to wear right now…” he said pulling at his tie.
Veronica took his hand, and kissed it.
“You can leave your suit on, and tighten your tie.”
“Why?”
“It’s how I always imagined it when I fantasized about you…”
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Masturbation Monday No. 40
Nichy’s hand was almost stuck between her legs when she woke up. She pulled it slowly, letting her fingers brush her labia. A small jolt tremored through her, and she let her hand stick there just a little longer. On her side, in bed, she felt deliciously languorous and rubbed her labia over and over. When she was slippery enough, she moved faster and faster until she closed her eyes and came. Her orgasm was not hard, but fully gripped her. She felt it as she tossed her legs over her bed, and looked down at her bare legs which just touched her floral curtain.
She had that feeling all day at work. It was date night, and she was very excited to be with Gavin…at last! She did not have to work late, everything was set. And she still savored the delicious remnants of the pleasure that had gripped her that morning in bed.
Gavin came over to her desk, the look on his face gripped her in a different way.
“I have to work late tonight, and nothing as cool as what you did the other night. No party, and I will probably be here until midnight.”
“Do you get a dinner break?”
“Sort of?”
Nichy beckoned him with a rose-polished nail, as he leaned into her and she felt that grip sweeten between her legs again.
“Then I am “sort of” it.”
Gavin stood at full height, his face softened with desire.
“I’ll go to the bar after work, and you come meet me.”
“Oh, I will come,” he said.
Nichy turned back to her paperwork, with a soft smile on her lips.
That same smile hovered over the cucumber gin tonic she sipped at the bar, waiting for Gavin. She stirred her drink sweetly, when her phone vibrated. She told Gavin not to text her unless he was coming, she was running out of tolerance for canceling their first assignation.
He slid into the booth with her easily, his leg rubbed against her bare thigh.
“This is going to be like a speed date,” he lamented.
“Depends on what you do with the time…”
He kissed her forcing the breath from her, before chewing on her lip.
“Seems you are very hungry…” she whispered, as he caressed her cheek.
When he kissed her again, he caressed her neck and the soft swell that was the tip of her spine.
Their food came. Nichy had ordered before he walked in. Mussels and frites with a rich saffron sauce, that aroused her as much as his mouth. She licked his lips, and in the corner of his mouth tasted a burst of coffee that she knew he must have been drinking so he did not fall asleep. He was very awake now, as was she.
The grip of his hand, replaced the feeling of his leg on her thigh. Nichy luxuriated in lying back in the high plush leather booth that she picked out for them, as Gavin licked the tip of her earlobe and kissed her neck. She lifted her arm to one side to brush her hair over her shoulder, when she felt the gentle tickle of Gavin’s fingers along her arm and the side of her breast. Nichy closed her eyes tightly, relishing the feeling.
They pulled away from each other, but Nichy kept her arms wrapped loosely about him. Gavin dipped a lengthy frite into the saffron broth, before swirling it around in the homemade ketchup that came with it and fed it to Nichy. Nichy let him feed her, and sucked on the tips of his fingers. Her tongue caressed the tips, until any evidence of the broth or ketchup was gone. Pulling his fingers away, Gavin caressed her lips with his damp fingers.
“You’re making me so damn hard,” he moaned quietly.
His words were treated as an invitation for Nichy to run her hand over his stomach, pausing to tug on his belt buckle before she caressed the very damn hard bulge below it. She felt his hand cover hers, as she caressed him. It turned her on that he was was this hard, and that she had made him so.
Nichy searched for a lengthy frite of her own that she let get soggy in the mussel broth , before she swirled it in the homemade ketchup and kissed him before she fed it to him. She gasped when he roughly sucked her fingers, not just the tips. His tongue lapped at the flesh part of her palm, licking along its curve.
“I want to eat you,” he said.
Nichy thought about Renee and Tyler in the stall of the unisex bathroom, Tyler’s hands on Renee’s breasts, and she almost wanted to drag Gavin there. But she did not want their first time to be so careless and unremarkable.
“I want you,” he continued. “I could have you in this booth, but I don’t want the first time to be like that. I want to seduce you properly, slowly princess. I want to treat you like my princess…”
He kissed her forehead gently, before picking up more frites to feed her.
Neither one of them ate anything that the other did not feed them. Their feeding each other was like they wanted their lovemaking to be: slow and filled with caring.
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