Beautiful

Rabekkah returned to her apartment later the following day. She decided to go home, Alessandra had not kicked her out but she decided she wanted to be home with her things and to get sleep for real in her own bed.

That was the first time she had ever gone home with a woman she barely knew, and it had been nice. More than nice to be with Alessandra and to learn all of her secrets. To know what she looked like without a stitch of clothing, to know what she felt and tasted like. Knowing that Alessandra had unlocked all of her mysteries as well. 

Looking in her bathroom mirror above the sink, she looked at herself for a second before she braced herself with its smooth marble base and then looked up at herself again. Her mouth looked well used and her neck was red. Her entire body felt used in a way she hadn’t felt in a long time. She had not wanted to be with anyone so badly before, and she had needed Alessandra.

But she left because she did not want there to be any confusion. She was not asking her for anything, she had gotten what she wanted and that was that. There was no reason for her to drag it out, in her experience sex was either desired or a currency.

But when Rabekkah put her head down on her own pillow instead of peace, she felt the softness of Alessandra’s cheek against her own and she groaned slipping her hand between her legs. It had been what she desired it to be, and now it felt like she was not sure she could live without it. Without the touch of a woman like Alessandra, who made beautiful things, was beautiful and made her feel beautiful.

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