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Wicked Wednesday #201 — On the Edge

“I am only responsible for my own heart, you offered yours up for the smashing my darling. Only a fool would give out such a vital organ”

― Anaïs Nin

Eliza sat on the edge of the stool at the bar, Josephine smiled at her when she saw her.

“Who are you waiting for tonight?” Josephine asked with a smile.

Eliza smiled back.

“Guess…”

Josephine shook her head, before she added.

“Well, I am waiting for someone tonight as well…”

Eliza stared at her friend. Josephine always looked amazing, but this night, she looked more like a pin-up girl than she usually did. Her makeup was flawless, and there was a natural flush in her cheeks.

“Someone special?”

Josephine grinned.

“Guess.”

“Touché!”

Josephine poured her some Laphroaig, and the smoky scent soothed her. Eliza was a bit tipsy, when Oscar got there.

He pulled at his tie when he saw her, kissed her so hard that she sat more on the edge of her stool.

“I always get hard right away when I see you sitting at a bar, reminds me of the first time I saw you…”
Eliza closed her eyes as he kissed her neck, and slipped his hand under her dress.

“I’m completely wet…” she countered, as if there were a competition to see who was more aroused.

“Get a room…” Josephine whispered with a smile, as she put down Oscar’s drink.

Covered in a curtain of Oscar, Eliza remained precariously on the edge of the bar stool as he covered her with his body. It was not until in a moment of lustful drunkenness, that she saw Fiona and Alice. Eliza sat up straight at this point, and Oscar held her as he looked where she looked. Both of their eyes fell on Josephine. Josephine who had been ebullient before the arrival, the other two women became introspective.

Fiona looked at Josephine, who smiled quickly and even more quickly placed their drinks in front of them. Fiona then looked at Eliza who she noticed after a long while with Oscar, at this point once she knew that Rafe and Eliza had an open relationship, she was not as judgmental.

Josephine excused herself to the bathroom. Eliza kissed Oscar passionately, chewing on his lower lip for a long time before she got up and followed Josephine into the bathroom.

Josephine looked in the mirror with wet eyes. She looked on the edge of a nervous breakdown.

“What is the matter babe?”Eliza asked her friend, touching her shoulder.

“She did not tell me and you know? I would not have stayed away because of a girlfriend, but she could have told me…”

“Fiona?”

Josephine stared at her friend, glossy-eyed.

“Who is Fiona? I am talking about Alice….” Josephine asked.
Eliza covered her mouth. She was not sure what to say, and sad she had penalized her sister-in-law to be again.

Josephine covered all of her body that she could, before she walked past Eliza.

Eliza was silent…

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Masturbation Monday No. 83 — Torn Apart

Nichy could not keep her eyes off of the way that Tyler’s body undulated as he lie on the bed. It was clear that he wanted her on top, and she did not have a problem with that. She was so completely hot for him already from the bar. It was would be extremely easy for her to pull up her clothes, and lower herself onto him.

Tyler was a tease, his body undulated and he was clearly as hard as hell. He took his good and sweet time, undoing his belt and unzipping his pants. Her clit thumped between her legs when she saw that he was not wearing underwear. His impressive erection was heavy and thick, and made her mouth water. Nichy pulled her clothes up unceremoniously, and played with her clit because she needed some stimulation before she worked her way down his shaft.

But she had no control. She was not in control at all as Tyler held her waist, and made her move as he wanted her to move. He was not gentle, but she wanted it rough. He had promised to tear her apart, and it felt like he was trying to.

“You like it?” he panted underneath her. “Show me, ride me…”

He slapped her backside on each cheek, and Nichy felt tears slide down her cheeks. Her tears were not from pain, but from pleasure. Tyler held her hips, and she rode him as hard as she could. She bit her tongue, because she rode him so hard. The more he slapped her ass, the harder she rode him. Until he slapped her ass so hard that she came by accident. Nichy had been trying to hold it, but he made her come before she was ready.

Her eyes sticky with tears, Nichy stayed still on him. She pulsed around him, and she felt when she made him come before he was ready to.

Payback is a bitch, she thought with a smile.

Nichy kissed his nipples after, and caressed his stomach. He had made her feel so good, that she still could feel where he had been inside her. Every part of her that he had touched deep inside. She was surprised that she felt this content with him, there was no place else in the world that she would rather be and she closed her eyes kissing his chest.

“You’re beautiful,” Tyler whispered to her.

Nichy’s eyes popped open when she felt him slip his thick fingers in her. His thick fingers, his thick shaft…Nichy loved his thickness. He fucked her so fiercely with his fingers, it was almost like he was inside her again.

She moved against his hand, humped it like a dog in heat.

“You’re tearing me apart…” she cried.

“I promised that I would…”

He pulled her onto him, but this time not to ride him, but so that he could kiss her. Her mouth, her neck, her breasts…

Nichy bit her tongue on purpose this time.

The words that almost slipped out of her mouth, would have ruined everything…

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Sinful Sunday, Week 260: Blinds

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My Sexy Saturday — Bring It Home for Sexy

So as the title of this post says–bring it home for sexy! I am pleased to announce that TO OBEY HER edited by Jillian Boyd is now available for sale!!! Here is a glimpse of my story to amp your sexy!!!

 

Not one for public demonstrations of affection, Annette melted when she felt Sabrina’s hand high on her thigh under the table after she sat down. She could not remember what it felt like to be in love before she was in love with Sabrina. Annette closed her eyes with pleasure, as Sabrina gripped her thigh with possession.

She loved Sabrina, it scared and thrilled her. Her leg curled around her calf, as she shifted under Sabrina’s lazy, but possessive touch.

“Are you wet?” Sabrina asked her under her breath.

Annette nodded vigorously, then realized that Sabrina was not looking at her.

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Wicked Wednesday #200 — The Best/ KOTW: March 16-31: Kidnapping/Captive

Colin was the best lover that Polly had ever had, and that was not to diminish any of her other lovers. Sex with Oscar had made her toes curl, and her eyes roll back into her head. But with Colin, she had experienced all of her darker fantasies to the fullest. He had made her feel things that she thought to herself, but never imagined that she would experience with someone until she did with him. Polly had always been the logical one, but her fantasies were especially dark, taboo and intricate. When she was with Colin, he made everything seem possible.

When she told him that she wanted to be abducted, that she wanted him to pretend to abduct her, it was easy for him to make that realistic for her. As young lovers, they craved the darker side of love. Polly embraced the idea of dark love, because it was love and like nothing that she had known that was sweeter and had broken all the same.

She had been in bed one night, but she did not know that he was going to initiate the game. He would not tell her when he was going to, but he would. When he covered her mouth with his hand, part of her wanted to bite his him because they had discussed the harder that she fought would make it more fun for him. She nibbled on the inside of his palm. He slapped her hard enough that she felt the sting, but not hard enough to really bruise her face. Colin bit her neck, and she thought she felt her skin break.

“I am not going to cover your eyes, but you better not turn around or I am going to really hurt you…” he said, panting. “I want you to look, and see what I am going to do to you…”

On her knees, Polly whimpered a little bit. It was what she wanted, but it still scared her to death. He ripped her nightgown off, and slapped her backside. Polly gasped when she heard him undo his belt, she cried out when she felt the buckle against the small of her back. He wrapped the belt about her waist, and used it as a tether to keep her close to him.

“Keep your eyes on the mirror.”

Polly obeyed him, she desperately sought his eyes in their reflection. He never looked at her, he just pulled her with his belt. She watched him, pull her into submission. She never came so hard as she did, when he pulled her close to him.

When he undid his belt in front of her now, Polly felt a Pavlovian response. They had not played any of the dark games they had played when they were younger for years, and Polly bit her lip. Her fantasies were even darker…and she wanted him to envelope her in it now that they were making love for the first time in years…

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Masturbation Monday No. 82

Nichy had not been on library duty for a few weeks, but now she had made up for lost time. Her colleague that she usually switched off with, was on a work trip that also included Renee and Gavin. Nichy only had Tyler of her group to hang out with, and he had so much work that she barely even saw him.

She was sitting at the desk with her hands folded. The library had to be manned, but most nights it was pretty empty. Nichy wondered why she had not gotten any emails from Renee or Gavin. It did not make her unduly nervous about them being away together, but it was awkward for her. She knew Renee was jealous of Gavin and Tyler, so she was not sure what could happen if they had a few drinks.

Nichy had barely spent any time with Renee or Tyler alone since Gavin came back. It was like he was hers again, and she was consumed with him. Even with the MJ fiasco. Gavin had decided not to go to the funeral, but had made a generous donation in honor of MJ’s mother’s charities.

But her mother dying had opened things up for their relationship to become more friendly. Nichy could not even blame him. MJ was a beautiful ballerina, and it was clear that she had had deep feelings for Gavin.

And he for her.

“Nichy!”

Nichy gasped when she saw Tyler standing in front of her.

“I am glad I came to check on you. I figured you might be lonely, and you were so lost in your own world you did not see me!”

She smiled at him, and he smiled back. His warm smile that crept up all the way to his eyes. Nichy had to admit, that she really had a crush on him. Unlike Gavin and Renee who were always friends of hers and so accessible to her, she had never really given Tyler a chance. Even when he flirted with her. She discounted him so easily, that she never thought it would amount to anything more with him and her.

Sitting at the bar where they always met as a group in the same booth where she sat with Gavin, her thigh was pressed to Tyler’s. Tyler’s breath smelled of the craft beer that he drank, as he pressed his lips to her shoulder. Out of her periphery vision, he looked so innocent. As she pressed her head to his, no one knew that she was getting the hand job of a lifetime. She was so wet, but where her finger would have slipped off of her clit…his thick fingers remained covering it. She closed her eyes, and gripped the edge of the tablecloth.

Do you want me to take you into the bathroom like I did Renee, since I know you liked watching us? Or finish you off here?”

“Both,” Nichy mewled. “Both.”

Tyler flicked his finger nonchalantly, and she came so suddenly she lost her breath. His lips on her shoulder suddenly felt extra sensitive, and made her spasms even harder.

It felt like her clit and labia tremored for a while after she came, Tyler tugged at her hand and she thought of what she saw of him and Renee in the bathroom booth happening between them.

“Come home with me,” he said softly, and the sound of his voice made her tremble. “I can’t tear you apart like I need to in a bathroom stall…”
Nichy came when he said that, his fingers tracing her still wet labia. She nodded softly, then harder because she was not even able to speak.

She wanted him to tear her apart properly…

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Sinful Sunday, Week 259: The End of Lent

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My Sexy Saturday — Some Sexy Action

I am sooooo thrilled to be in Jillian Boyd’s upcoming anthology, To Obey Her. It is our second book together with House of Erotica, the first one was Spy Games. Here is a peek of my story in the anthology, “With A Bow on Top.”

 

She took off her dress the way that Sabrina had asked her to. Sabrina smiled, and tipped her bowler hat at her, before she slowly undressed herself.

Annette felt more than naked after she took off her clothes. Standing in just her garter belt and stockings.

“No panties?” Sabrina asked, as she dragged her fingernail from Annette’s navel to the beginning of her slit.

Annette bit her lip, and shifted nervously. Her nipples were hard from the coolness of the room, and Sabrina being so close to her.

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Guest Blogger MK Meredith Is More Glamourous Than A Movie Star!!!

I am so happy to have the wonderful MK Meredith as my guest today! MK is infectiously lovely, and when she shared a penchant for hot romance with me, I knew I had made a new friend! Her Facebook posts glow with happiness and positivity, and I just think she is wonderful! Without further ado, here she is just as glamourous as any of the retro movie stars!!!

MK on the big screen? Ha! I am thrilled to have been invited by Leonora to participate on her blog! As you all know, she is an absolute delight, and I’m so fortunate to have her in my writing community.

My name is MK Meredith, and I write contemporary romance that promises an emotional ride on heated sheets. 

For the first time since publishing, the first book in my Malibu Sights series is on sale! And not just a small sale, but marked down from $3.99 to 99¢! I’m so excited. 

I don’t know why this excites me so, but it does. Kind of like when I find a great pair of heels on sale, or the last large spoonful of peanut butter in the jar. Or a new movie star to add to my hero inspiration file!

The film industry intrigues me.

The glamour, the lifestyle, and the romance of it all when it’s good. The back stabbing and money hungry wasteland when it’s bad.

If you’ve ever read Adventures in the Screen Trade by William Goldman, then you’re already familiar with the circus sometimes put on in Hollywood. I couldn’t believe it, but it only served to pull me in further. I was the rubber necking driver slowly passing by an accident, or the gawping bystander at a train wreck. I couldn’t help but to keep looking, or in this case keep reading. And then I wanted to write about it. 

The actual money spent, sometimes wasted, to make people happy during movie production is beyond crazy to me. You’d think one must act professionally, but it seems in Hollywood, the bigger your name is, the more crap they’ll put up with. 

And don’t get me started on the politics, the reach arounds, and the payoffs. LOL!

But, there is also a yearning, a drive to create something beautiful, something memorable. To tell a story worth watching. I get that, because I truly want to write stories worth reading.

And I LOVE watching movies. I’m a movie junky. I’m not picky, nor do I attest to having any kind of refined taste. I love them all! I watch them and dissect them as often as I can fit into my schedule. I also have my Hollywood heartthrob favorites like Gerard Butler, model David Gandy, and right now I’m diggin’ Tom Ellis. So it seemed like a fun idea to write a series wrapped around all the drama and inspired by my favorite media men, which is how my Malibu Sights series all started. The inspiration for A-list actor Gage Cutler in Malibu Betrayals was Gerard Butler and sex-pot producer Roque Gallagher in Malibu Secrets was inspired by David Gandy.  

As many do at one point or another, I used to dream about being an actress, starring opposite such swoon worthy leading man. When I was very young, I remember watching Martha Plimpton and River Phoenix in the movie Running on Empty, thinking, “I could do that.” 

Ha!

The hell I could. 

And here are my top five reasons why I could never be ‘in the movies’.

#5. The writers would hate me…cause I’m a writer. I’d question every character arc, every story line development, and then wonder why they were killing off my character by the second scene when I was originally the heroine. Ha!

#4. I’m 5’9” with the shoulders of a linebacker. On screen that translates to a female Andre the Giant. Tom Cruise would barely reach nipple level, leaving us to have very awkward conversations or him on stilts. Neither works well on screen.

#3. I don’t like getting up early. From books I’ve read to celebrity interviews to friends in the biz, I hear of the hours that they need to keep. I can stay up into the early hours of morning, but I can’t get up in the early hours of the morning. I’m always so confused when people say the words ‘get up’ and ‘4 a.m.’ in the same sentence. 

#2. I have resting B face with the Elvis scowl. You know the look, the one where my lip pulls up at one corner and nowhere else? Yeah…that’s me. Unfortunately it’s a go to face that I have no control over. Anytime I see a candid photo of myself, there I am looking like I’m recreating a pissed off rendition of Jail House Rock. The paparazzi would have a hay day.

#1. My hearts attached to my vagina. If I had to do a love scene and kiss someone, I’d fall in love with them. And I can’t have that. I’m already very happily married to a man who likes me in spite of myself, and I want to keep it that way. LOL!

So you see, it isn’t to be. Plus I don’t think I can act worth a damn. So there’s that, too. 

But I do love a good story, and I love romance. So guess what? I write books like Malibu Betrayals.

Blurb

In Malibu Betrayals, screenwriter Samantha Dekker’s been burned by the Hollywood scene in the worst way, so it’s no surprised that she isn’t ready for love. But what the hell’s a woman to do when love is ready for her—and with the paparazzi in hand? Especially when that love comes in the form of heart-stoppingly-sexy, A-list actor Gage Cutler. This is her chance to write a whole new ending. No matter if she’s one to leap toward her future or tiptoe, she’ll first have to let go of her past. 

So whether through books or movies, the stories are being told. Go grab your favorite one and give yourself a little HEA! And tell me your favorites! I want to know. ☺

Hugs, loves, and peanut butter!

MK 


Excerpt ~ Malibu Betrayals

“Tell me more about your feelings toward these crazy Cutler fans.” 

Ignoring him, she looked him over from across the table, and purposely biting her lower lip, pushed her silverware around and then lined each piece up in straight lines once more. “Do you know your eyes are sometimes green and sometimes blue?” 

He cocked a brow. “Really? You want to talk about my eyes?”

 That showed what he knew; his eyes really were alluring. She raised her brows. 

Gage stared at her a moment and grinned, taking a long swallow from his glass. “Fine, last I checked my eyes were blue.” 

Adrenaline emboldened her as she held his gaze. “Not when you’re coming; then they’re green.” 

Gage choked. 

Sam’s heart lurched and her face flushed a few thousand degrees hotter. Flirting with him was its own kind of high, and she wanted more. 

A bark of laughter broke from his lips, and he tried to muffle it with his napkin, knowing security wasn’t too far off. Gage leaned in. “To be honest, I’ve never seen my eyes when I—” 

Sam threw her hand up. “No, God, don’t say it again.” She squirmed in her seat as heat flushed her skin. She wasn’t sure if it was from her embarrassment or his gaze. 

He slid those damned eyes up and down her body, at least what was visible above the table, and took bite of his scallops, chewing while he teased, “Are you kidding? I can totally get on board with this change in topic.”

 “I’m not changing the topic.” Her face warmed. 

He cocked his brow again. “I want to hear more about the color of my eyes, and anything to do with ‘coming.’”

 Well, she did start it. Sam snatched a piece of ice from her glass and sucked the end of it. Then, with slow purposeful movements, she ran the cube over her jaw and down the side of her neck. If they were going to keep this fun and playful, she needed to do her part. Besides, pushing the envelope was more fun than she’d ever imagined. She might just need to try it more often. Her voice low, forcing him to lean closer, she said, “Your eyes are blue when you’re calm, in control. But when you get hot, when your body tightens with wanting, they glow a light cyan. As you get closer—you know what I mean by closer.” 

Gage all but lay across the table, paying rapt attention to her every word. He nodded with the slightest of movement. 

“When your skin slides against my skin, my breasts pressed against your chest, your body so tight, so hot that it can’t handle even, one…more…stroke. Bam!” She slapped the table.

 Gage jumped and she laughed. He grabbed his napkin to wipe his brow and downed the rest of his water in one long swallow.

 “Green.” 

“What?” Gage asked.

 She tried not to enjoy herself too much, but he deserved it. If he wasn’t going to let her off the hook, she’d put him on one.

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MK Meredith writes single title contemporary romance promising an emotional ride on heated sheets. She believes the best route to success is to never stop learning.

Her lifelong love affair with peanut butter continues. Only two things come close in the battle for her affections: gorgeous heels and maybe Gerard Butler…or was it David Gandy? Who is she kidding? Her true loves are her husband and two children who have survived her SEA’s (spontaneous explosions of affection) and live to tell the tale. The Meredith’s live in the D.C. area with their two large fur babies…until the next adventure calls.

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Wicked Wednesday #199 — Books

Polly leaned against the stack of books in Colin’s library. Watching him, she was happy that she and Oscar had taken a break.

She was in Colin’s downtown New York apartment which was near the Strand, and thus he often got books there. In addition to his first editions and rare books—Colin could not resist a book. He had the same lust for them, that he had had for blood when they were going their faux vampire days as young lovers.

Now Colin was a professional collector of things, and right now it felt like he was collecting her. Polly stopped breathing when he stood in front of her.

“Why are you staring at me?” he asked.

Her mouth opened, but no words came out. Colin moved away from her, because she had let him drift away so many times before. She was not sure if he felt the shift, if the shift was hers alone. But her lips remained parted, while she said nothing.

He smiled at her, and turned around. Polly pressed her lips to his neck, and closed her eyes taking in his scent. Clean and crisp, like cotton of the his shirt.

“Don’t,” he said, even as his neck pushed against her lips. Polly pulled away, and bit her lip. Colin turned and looked at her, she let her eyes fall to the floor. He put his finger on her lip, and caressed its curve. “Why did you kiss my neck?”

“I’m sorry…”
“You told me not to touch you, and you kiss me? What do you want me to do?”

“Colin…”

He stared at her, and his eyes always undid her. She moved slowly as if under his spell.

“Stay like that. Don’t move…” he whispered, barely audibly.

Polly stood statuesque by the spiraled column of books. Colin caressed her jawbone, and leaned in as if to kiss her.

But he didn’t.

She remained perfectly still as he caressed her clavicle, his finger softer than the air, but making between her legs pulse like a drum. He circled her hard nipple, before he palmed her entire breast in his hand. He covered both of her breasts in his palms, and only the gauzy material of her blouse separated his hands from her bare skin.

Polly was so hungry for his touch, but she remained perfectly still. Perfectly poised, without straining for him. Even though her skin craved him. His hand on her left breast moved softly with the drumming of her heart. He pressed his lips to her neck, and her mouth opened with a ravenous moan, breaking her silence.

But her body remained still with desire…

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